Thursday, January 19, 2012

Today I don't feel like doing anything...

...I just wanna lay in my bed!


 I'm sure you will now have this song stuck in your head all day. You're welcome!

  I am seriously exhausted today! My mind feels fried. The past few days I have found myself not thinking clearly and forgetting what I was doing. If I think of something I need to do, I either need to do it immediately or write it down or it will not get done.

  I have been nonstop since I left for my Premier Designs Rally last Thursday morning. It was a great weekend of learning and quality girl time but we were literally busy from sun up to way past sun down.

  I returned home Sunday evening and prepared to start my week (or so I thought).  I'm not sure where Monday went! I picked up my beautiful fur baby from the kennel and did some things around the house and before I knew it, it was time for work. 

  Tuesday, I worked the day shift, which is a foreign concept to me. I'm used to having my days  for myself, having time to get my to do list done and then going to work in the evening.
  
  Tuesday night, my Dad was passing through town and stayed the night at Case de Froehlich.  It is so nice when my Dad comes into town. He is usually just passing through on his way to or from Florida. He'll stay the night and we'll spend half the day together and then he's off again. I absolutely LOVE having my Dad around, even if it is only for a day. It's just enough time to enjoy each other's company. I'll always be my Daddy's little girl.

  On Wednesday, I spent the morning running errands with Dad. I spent my afternoon organizing all of my Premier jewelry because it was seriously all over my house. I still had not unpacked my jewelry from our cruise in November (horrible habit I have! I hate unpacking, I put it off as long as possible!) plus the new spring line had come in the mail too! It looked like Premier Designs exploded in our living room! I should have taken a picture. I'll get better at this blog thing, I swear!

  And now here we are...Thursday! And I am exhausted! I am not sure where the rest of the week went?! I feel like I have not accomplished ANYTHING! And my to do list...forget about it (insert your best mafia accent here). I seriously have not crossed off a single thing on my to do list this week. Remember how I told you that crossing things off makes me feel like I have found the solution to world peace, well the exact opposite happens when I don't cross anything off.  I feel like I have let the world down! Okay, okay so I probably only let myself down but man, it doesn't make me feel good.  

  And running/working out?! That hasn't happened this week either! The 2lbs that took me 3+ weeks to lose, they showed back up and I have only been off track for less than a week! I know most people would be able to just head to the gym today or tomorrow and be right on track again but not me!  I will now have to wait to get back on schedule on Sunday. Dang you OCD!

  So needless to say, I am feeling stressed because my to do list isn't getting done, feeling tired because I have not had a spare moment to think, feeling fat because I don't have the time or energy to workout. Its a vicious circle and I am my own worst enemy!

A little Inspiration
 Is it Sunday yet so I can press my reset button?

1 comment:

  1. I have the same OCD thing!!! And I've been sick and busy for the past week and a half! And I'm finally feeling better and stressing over I how I haven't worked out in a week and/or eating very well! And have gotten nothing accomplished other than working and going home! But Damn OCD makes me sit here and be like "I can't wait until Sunday when I can get back into the routine!" and then I get annoyed... Because logically! Why wait until Sunday? But my head and OCD doesn't need logic! Lol

    So it's ok! You aren't alone in this! You will be fine! Just take the rest of the week to relax and drink more wine have more sweets! And then Sunday!! Worlds ours for the taking!! We all drop off sometimes! Just have to jump back on! Love you!!!

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